Ame Mami: Now what?

I'm having my finals today. But I wonder if Accountancy is the right ''thing'' for me. I know I can make it even though I don't like it. But I just can't stand studying all the time!

I want to draw! I want to paint! I want to write! I want to play music!

I want...I want...

Seems a little bit egoistic over there, huh? Yeah. But my parents won't let me take up Fine Arts; Journalism and Interior Design as well. I was a rebel last semester. I ended up losing myself with all queries. I did not know myself back then. I even hesitated to do what I want because some people look at my activities as..."worthless". Come on, I mean, what are THEY just doing anyway? All they do is study...and compare their grades with someone else's. It seems harsh. I know. I'm sorry. They also look down on me because they think I'm taking everything lightly. It's not true. I'm just thinking deeply (though, I look like I don't care with everything). But now, I think...I'll be okay. Mom said I'll just finish accountancy first then proceed to what I love the best. Aahhh...arts. And you KNOW WHAT? Starting next semester (I'll be on third year!), I will do my best. It is because that it's cool to be good both on academics and activities! I'll do it not for them...but for goodness' sake, for me and for my God!

Then...finally... ARTS, HERE I COME!